I LOVE people, but there are things that I sincerely hate. I am documenting this so I know my limits and dont ever want to be accused of being fake. I also want people to be clear they are totally wasting their time trying to change my mind about these things. 1) I HATE weaves. […]
I can remember one day on Facebook being castigated by this white jazz vocalist as not being a serious student of jazz because I didnt like Louis Armstrong. I also remember wanting to rip out this white jazz trumpet teacher’s tongue when he said John Coltrane was the same as Louis Armstrong because “its all […]
I miss you so dearly. Not sure what I was supposed to learn. It seems when I try to find balance and not give too much I still lose. I let you into places in my heart where very few have gone. Perhaps where I shouldnt have let you in. I have to forgive myself, […]
With joyful expectation I wait for God to deliver. I know he is coming. My king….my love… His smile will one day shine upon me…and I will hear his voice in my ear….I love you….I do….
The cost of peace and growth has always been pain. We come in this world through a painful process. In a year I have made some MAJOR transitions. I went from a full time jazz student to a game/web developer of a major coporation that also manages 800 websites. My personal company also grew from […]
Dear Charmaine, You opened up your heart to him because you truly cared. You didn’t expect anything in return, just wanted him to be happy and at peace. You can’t help that your life at times becomes demanding and you can’t be the strong one in the relationship all the time. At those moments […]
I will never regret this day. Its the day I committed to the world that it would have one of the finest doctors on the planet and that Cameroon would have the healer it deserves.